Well, here it is...
I have decided, via a web blog, to look deeply into my life, my past, my future...
My health isn't good, and I most certainly will not live a long life. I am only 47.
So many questions, no answers.
Who have I hurt?
Who have I loved?
Who have a touched and helped?
How will my son rememeber me? What will he tell his children about their Grandfather?
How can I thank my wife for all she has done? Does she have any idea how deeply I lover her? What a profound effect she has had on my life?
Am I searching for immortality, or just not to be somebody's "bad memory"?
Have I pleased my Lord? Does He see into my heart? How could He ever totally forgive me?
So, here goes, an attempt, too little, too late, as always, to see the purpose and meaning in my life....
Posted by rustyroy
at 7:48 PM EDT
